Fab vs. smelly medicine
Today I was at the hospital, and all i can say is that its smelly, warm, i get so hot i cant breath start hyperventilating and have to leave the room. The patients smells like they have died and been brought back to life a year later. And coming home, I cant eat cause i feel like i have so much bacteria on me that if i eat ill be infected too. Well i guess thats hospital life here in poland. anyways today iv been reading parasitology (which is prob the most annoying subject in the world) If i wasnt sitting down with emile i would fall right asleep.
So why are we doing all this things putting ourselves through all endless hours of studying, practicing on smelly patiens, drinking cofee till ur so immune u dont even feel the coffein kicking in, smoking cigarettes cause ur so nervus, eating junk cause u dont have time to prep real fod, buying a 200zloty a month gym card, that u only use 3 times a month, cause u simply dont have any energy, partying and drinking ur system out cause u need to reeboot. How will I look in 4 years with this lifestyle, will prob end up alone and unmarried, but of course as a doctor, but with the looks of a monster. Hehe well hopefully its not gonna be that extreme. But really if one wants to become ugly i would strongly recommend studying medicine in warsaw!
Really what i dream of right now is;
-a nice beach
-sunset with someone special
-fabulous drinks in a hip n trendy bar
-red lips
-designer hand bags
-paris
-a nice tan
- strawberries dipped in warm choclolat
- living in a vinary in tuscany
-going to cuba, drinking mojithos and dancing salsa tills u cant speak or breath
-sitting in front of a fireplace with hot chocolat with whipped cream, seeing the first snow coming down outside
-sitting on a plane to somewhere far far away, not knowing what the future will bring
-eating choclat chip cookies and drinking milk
What I easily could be without:
-smelly hospitals
-parasitology
-boring warsaw
-cold weather
-angry polish people
-poland in general
So why am I really here, is it all worth it, this struggle to once in the future being able to call urself a doctor? Well i dont know, time will show. But one thing is sure, one time in the future i want to open a small cafe/restaurant with such an atmosphere and a warmth... well one can always dream
So why are we doing all this things putting ourselves through all endless hours of studying, practicing on smelly patiens, drinking cofee till ur so immune u dont even feel the coffein kicking in, smoking cigarettes cause ur so nervus, eating junk cause u dont have time to prep real fod, buying a 200zloty a month gym card, that u only use 3 times a month, cause u simply dont have any energy, partying and drinking ur system out cause u need to reeboot. How will I look in 4 years with this lifestyle, will prob end up alone and unmarried, but of course as a doctor, but with the looks of a monster. Hehe well hopefully its not gonna be that extreme. But really if one wants to become ugly i would strongly recommend studying medicine in warsaw!
Really what i dream of right now is;
-a nice beach
-sunset with someone special
-fabulous drinks in a hip n trendy bar
-red lips
-designer hand bags
-paris
-a nice tan
- strawberries dipped in warm choclolat
- living in a vinary in tuscany
-going to cuba, drinking mojithos and dancing salsa tills u cant speak or breath
-sitting in front of a fireplace with hot chocolat with whipped cream, seeing the first snow coming down outside
-sitting on a plane to somewhere far far away, not knowing what the future will bring
-eating choclat chip cookies and drinking milk
What I easily could be without:
-smelly hospitals
-parasitology
-boring warsaw
-cold weather
-angry polish people
-poland in general
So why am I really here, is it all worth it, this struggle to once in the future being able to call urself a doctor? Well i dont know, time will show. But one thing is sure, one time in the future i want to open a small cafe/restaurant with such an atmosphere and a warmth... well one can always dream
